Sadlife ☹
Friday, 25 May 2012 | 12:06 | 0 Words
Life has its ups and downs. But here I am again, getting through a harder life than I've been before this. Where's my happiness? I didn't see her for a long time. Seeing someone else with a big smile on their face makes me feel worse. I wish I could have one. It's not about because God isn't fair. I know, everything that happens to us have a reason. But somehow I wonder what's the reason? Cause what I feel now neither happy nor good. Yes, it kills me. Sorry mum, sorry dad, sorry sisters. Imma bad daughter. Imma bad sister. I'm not blame anyone. I deserves it. Ya Allah, give me the strength. Please don't let the tears fall again. Protect me. Strengthened me when I'm weak. Show me the right path. Amin. I know Ya Allah, you always there, listening all my prayers. Let me do this one thing before I die, makes both my parents, my family proud of me. That's all. I miss these smile ⇊ ☹
